Do You Know the Way You Move Me?

"I'm not disappointed in you, I'm not angry with you, so don't turn your face from me, I'm in love with you......

Do you know the way you move me?"

I have never heard a more beautiful song in my life. I heard it for the first time last night, and I can't stop listening to it. It's so hard for me to listen to a song about the Lord speaking over ME and telling ME the way I move him. How often have I heard the message that the Lord is disappointed in us when we turn from him? I mean, I'm sure it makes him sad, but God is love, right?

All this time, I feel as though I've been stuck under this mentality that every time I screw up and the more I screw up, the Lord becomes increasingly disappointed in me. Which is CRAZY. I mean, I've grown up in the church, how is it that I don't realize how much he loves me?

He IS love. Though the dictionary can't be bothered to include the Lord in the definition, I know in my heart of hearts that He is the very definition of the word. They are one in the same.

This hasn't been the greatest season for me, but I have got to start calling out truth in my life and speaking out against the lies of the enemy that I will never be able to overcome the sin in my life. This journey is a process. But there is one unchanging constant: the Lord. He is with me through everything, Lord, why do I forget?

Break me.
Tear down these walls.
I desire raw God.
I desire intimacy.
I desire all of You.